Chapter 43 : It's Her Lost

Jo looked at Rob really shocked 

-Rob??? - Jo said

Rob were stood there looking at Jo very serious..

Martin and Rachael , who felt the awkwardness , decided to leave the bedroom and leave them alone.

-Rach , oh my God , i totally forgot about something , come with me get it??
-What is? - Rachael asked
-That thing duuuh- Martin gave her the look and grabbed her arm - come on
-Ok byeee guys ! - Rachael said  and they both left the bedroom closing the door.

Rob never moved a muscle. He was looking very closely to Jo.

-Hey Babe - she said 
-You didnt answered my question..- he said
-About what? - she pretended she forgot but she didnt

Jo heart also started to hurt loads now , she didnt want Rob to know that she was confused .

-Break my leg , i almost fell and...
-You cant even lie- Rob said - thats not cool Jo , why you wanna break up with me?
-Rob , i dont wanna break- she said
-How come you dont? then why tell Martin and Rach that you hate me sometimes , that you wish you break up with me....like what i am doing wrong for make you to feel like this? - Rob asked 
-Nooo , noo you arent doing anything wrong babe - she left bed and came to hug him but he stopped her
-You are lying - Rob looked down 
-Rob , please listen to me...
-I am trying to listen....talk! - Rob looked at her
-I've been thinking lately that i am very depressed and that i should have some time for myself you know which i dont....
-Ok....and? - he asked
-And sometimes i ...well.....dont get offended but i kinda feel sufocated by you..
-I see- Rob said
-But i dont hate you , it was only a figure of speech
-Funny , because yesterday and the other days you werent feel like this. You werent depressed  , you started to feel in this way after i got my pictures choosen by the huge Client of the modeling agency uh? weird
-What the hell?? - Jo got offended - are you telling me that i am jealous of you????????? IS THAT ROB??
-Yes , you wished you were there.....i heard everything you said
-You are so freakin nosey!!! - Jo signed
-Oh so now i am nosey?
-YES!!nosey and annoying
-Great- Rob said - so what more think about me? you hate me , you think i am annoying , i am nosey woah , i suck! - he said
-ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH you are annoying ,look at you , talking like a little gay
-No Jo , i am not talking like a little gay
-Yes you are!!! You knew i wanted to be part of that project but i am not and you areee like WHAT THE HECK....you arent a model Rob , you stolen Dimitri's place and also mine
-Oh seriously? Thats not what Calvin Kent said
-Ahhh i dont care about Calvin Kent or Lady Mama , all i careee is about me Rob , MEEEEEEEEEEEEE , which you dont give a damn dont you????
-I dont give a damn about you? are you sure about that?
-YES , you are selfish , you just think about yourself!!
-Ahh haha this is stupid - Rob shook his head
-Nooo its not stupid. When you talk to me its always 'i will do this , i will do that , i am this , i am that ' , you are like always ME ME ME ME MEE ME ME , dont you get tired? i want a  boyfriend to take care of me not to take care of himself
-Jo , you are pretty nervous and i dont wanna fight so i think its better if i go now and we talk later ok? -Rob said trying to make things better 
-Awwwwwww now Rob is acting alll innocent , you never did anything wrong so yeah lets speak later my prince- she said with sarcasm
-Ahhh i dont get you- Rob rolled his eyes
-Dont you dare to roll your eyes at me
-I cant even move my own eyes , ha ha ha , is that a joke?  -Rob asked
-No it isnt...- Jo crossed her arms

Rob looked at the desk and he saw a bouquet of roses there..

-What is this??
-Nothing...- Jo said - its nothing , its Cassie's
-Oh really? then let me check- Rob said
-You see when i call you nosey you dont like...- Jo came infront of the roses
-Why are you acting in this way? are you hiding something Jo?
-Nothing- she said
-Then let me see- he said serious
-GOSH- she walked away

Rob got the bouquet and then he noticed that there had a card. He started to read out loud


Joanna,

You asked me to prove that i like you....
And lets say that i just started to prove how much i like you
How much i think you are wonderful.
This bouquet has 34 red roses 
You may asks , why 34 roses? Well , its because we know each other for 34 days and can i tell you a secret?
Those 34 days has been the best days of my life
You bring joy to my heart Jo
Your smile always make me feel sooo good that i cant even explain...
You are more than amazing Jo...
Anyways , i really hope that those 34 red roses , can only show a tiny bit of my feelings for you
I really hope that those 34 roses , can be in a few years countless 


Take Care Joanna
My Model <3

Dimitri Alexander Dobronravov

Rob looked at Jo and said:

-PROVE HIS FEELINGS FOR YOU???? - Rob asked shocked
-Rob....damn- Jo said
-Should i ask you to explain me this or not? - Rob asked
-Ermm ... 
-Noo , no need...
-No , i wanna talk , Rob....Dimitri likes me , like i think he does like me but ....
-And you like him back? - Rob asked - be honest!
-Well....
-Its ok if you do...- Rob said

When he said that , Jo felt more confident to talk to him , to be honest with him , after all , he was her boyfriend , after her parents he was the person that she trusted the most.
When we get together with someone , trust is everything in the relationship , without trust nothing goes right. 
So she decided to be honest

-Ok , i am gonna say it , i do kinda like Dimitri , but only because he bothers a lot and he calls me beautiful and say that i am cute and then he say amazing things and i think its kinda normal a girl feel this way you know Rob? i felt loved and i liked the feeling ,i am so sorry Rob....but if i can be honest , i dont think i like him that much! i love you.....
-Erm ok- Rob said 
-You will only say ok?
-Yeah......
-Why? - she got confused
-What you want me to say? that i am dissapointed? that i am sad? that you broke my heart in pieces?
-Rob , dont start....
-Start what Jo? - Rob asked tired
-You always play the victim!!!! - she said - i know i did wrong but come on , dont judge me
-I am not judging youu
-You aree , by not saying things that you think! - she said
-Jo... - he said
-Arghhhhhhhhhhhhh - she got a deep breath - you know what , it was a huge mistake telling you all this...
-Sure , it was uh? - Rob said sarcastically - you tell your friends things behind my back and i am the bad guy in the story? wake up Jo , you are doing everything wrong!!!! I knew that Dimitri liked you and i told you about it and what you did? You said ' Noooo Rob he is just a friend!' A FRIEND MY ASS!!  You treated me like a shit when i got jealous , i was totally right!
-Ah you will start again!!! stop it - Jo put her hands on her ears
-No i wont stop , this is our first fight and i am gonna tell everything i think....
-Rob , go away- Jo said
-Go away? why , if we can fix things now , why leave for tomorrow what we can do today? - Rob asked
-No Rob , go away forever....... get out of my life- she said looking tired
-What Jo? are you breaking up with me?
-Yes.....i dont want to be your girlfriend anymore
-You are bipolar...seriously...YOU JUST SAID YOU LOVED ME!!!
-I dont okay! - she turned around and looked at the wall with tears on her eyes - i dont love you or ever did , i dont wanna be with you or share my life with you , i am tired of you Rob , i almost died because of you about Kim , like thats soo uncool....so go away and leave me alone please
-Oh my God , who are you???? - Rob said and waited to say something back to him but she never so he said - You are worse than Kim...

Rob walked away and left her all by herself.

-ARGHHHHHHHHHH- she said loud

Jo , who were holding a cup , in a moment of anger , she threw it on the walll. Jo started to cry a lot , because she regretted it of everything she said....but it was too late
She jumped on her bed , got her pillow and pressed the pillow agaisnt her face. Jo screamed like never before.....

That was the last thing that she needed in that moment

Rob went downstairs and Rach and Martin were in the living room talking...

-Rob! - Martin said - boyyy you look fantastic , i was telling Rach that haha
-Guys , i am not in the mood to talk- Rob said
-Why? - Rach asked
-Ask your bipolar friend , where is Junior? - Rob asked looking around
-Is Junior here?? - Martin asked shocked - by the way , did he told you??
-Yeah he is and  he did told me Martin - Rob smiled 
-Told what? - Rach asked curious
-I tell yah later but Rob , tell us what happened with you and Jo?
-She broke up with me
-WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY? - Martin and Rach asked at the same time
-You guys know , i heard everything behind the door and then she said more , she dont lik me or love me , she isnt ready to be with me and a lot of shit....i wont be sad over this you know why? Because Jo is the only girl who i wanted , i didnt want anyone else but her
- I understand!!-  Martin said
-You know why i came here? to invite her to come to Italy with me
-WHAT?- Martin asked
-Thats right , Calvin Kent wants me to go to Milan Fashion Week and he told me i could invite someone , i didnt thought twice , i was like yeah thats my chance to make it up for Jo , but i come here and she says she is like tired of me and that she likes Dimitri , then you know , she can be with Dimitri , can bang Dimitri , can kiss Dimitri , can show him to her friends and family , post pictures of him on her facebook , instagram , go to night clubs with him but the only guy who will love this much that i do , is only me and she know it- Rob said

Rachael were about to comment about what Rob just said but Martin stopped her

-I got together with Jo after like 2 days or 3 that i broke up with Kim , because first Kim cheated on me , she never deserved my respect , second because my feelings for Kim were small , i was with her for convenience you know? to not be alone but my heart always belong to Jo
-Awwwww- Martin smiled - thats soo sweet
-Guys , you wanna know for real , how long i liked Jo?
-How long? - Rachael asked
-4 years now...i always had dreams about her that i kissed her or that she was there hugging me you know but we werent together and also in my dreams she never talked , she just looked at me , i dont know what that means but be with Jo was the only thing i wanted
-And you got her....- Rachael said
-Yeah
-Then why let her go? why didnt you stop her when she said i wanna break up
-Because i am not her boss , she can do whatever she wants , she can be with who she wants , but i will always love her and i am sure she wont love Dimitri , because first , she dont even know him that much and damn , he dont love either....at least not more than me!
-I wish i had someone who felt this way about me - Rachael said - seriously
-You dooo- Rob winked - and you know who he is
-Noooooooooo , if you are talking about Samuel , ewww ew no no no way
-Hahahah any day we will prepare you guys a romantic dinner uhuhuh - Martin said
-Yeah for sure...
-Rob , you are laughing , you arent sad?- Martin asked
-Nooo , i am not - he said
-Why? - Martin asked
-Because Jo were made for me , she is my soulmate , she is just too blind to see , i am sure she will regret it of leaving me , you can be sure....
-You are soo conviced of that - Rachael said
-Because i know my feelings for her are real....well for now on , i dont know when we are going to talk again but i want to thank you guys for everything , please take care of Jo and i will miss you guys
-For how long you will stay in Italy?
-A month
-Wow , you told Jo?
-No and please dont tell her , i rather to keep this in secret - Rob smiled
-Oh ok take care Rob- Martin said
-Byee guyss- Rob hugged them and walked away.


Rob went outside and Junior were still talking with Jo's mother.

-I totally understand you Junior , its hard to find someone who we can trust - Jo's mother said
-Exactly , thats why i am single and heey thats Mr Calvin Kent hahaha i already told your mother in law about everything , she got too excited for you and Jo haha
-Yeah i need to help Jo to pack her things , we need to buy a bag hahaha , she has almost nothing to take to Italy...
-Ermm...kinda awkward to say that now...- Rob got a deep breath - but we broke up
-Whyyyyyyyyy? - Jo mother opened her mouth shocked
-Apparelly , Jo likes someone else , so she told me to go away , so i will , lets go Junior...Mrs Jones , it was a pleasure too meet you , too sad that we cant meet again
-Awww i am so sorry , i will talk to Jo and try to fix things
-No , dont , she made her choice i respect and i would appreciate if you dont tell her anything about Italy ok? i never told her....to be honest , before i could say a thing , she already were like kicking me and saying things to make me sad so
-Aww Rob
-Goodbye Mrs Jones

Rob walked away and Junior followed , without understand a thing.


While walking home , Rob said:

-Can you believe that she broke up with me? - Rob asked Junior
-I cant , you guys looked very cute together - Junior said
-Dude , she lost me....like i could do anything for her , like she dont have any idea how much i love her , i would totally travell hours and hours only to see her and besides that man, i would want to marry her , come on i am 18 and i was thinking about marry , what a jerk that i am
-Robbie , dont be sad , theres more fishes in the sea
-I dont other fishes i want her!! and if i dont get with her i wont be with someone else....
-Woah!! are you sure?? - Junior asked
-Yeah , my heart chose her , i am sure that i am the best that she ever had and will have sooo , lets move on , the thing is , i need to find someone to come with me to Italy , but who should i invite?
-Your mum? - Junior suggested
-Nah , she needs to take care of Rebecca
-Hmm Alejandro?
-He cant bro , he will work at the agency
-Hmmm i dont know Rob - Junior said all innocently
-What about my brother? - Rob stopped to walk and looked at Junior- do you wanna come to Italy with me?
-Me????????????
-Yessss!!! - Rob smiled - has no better company than being with my own my brother haha
-Hahahaahaha Rob , i am sooo happy , i dont know what to say
-Say yess haha
-YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEES- Junior opened his arms and started to dance sing and so did Rob 
- Started from the bottom now we're here
Started from the bottom now my whole team fricken here
Started from the bottom now we're here
Started from the bottom now the whole team here, nigga- they both sang


Take Junior to Italy with him would be perfect. Rob would spend more time with his brother and they could catch up a lot from now on....


Meanwhile

Jo got her phone and she saw that on Facebook , Dimitri was online , so she decided to talk to him

Dimitri says : Hello Jo
i am sorry if i'm bothering but , i just wanted to know if you got the surprise ;)
let me know ok??
Sent 2 mins ago

Jo thought twice before replying to Dimitri , she was soo upset that she didnt want to talk to anyone....but she decided to reply

Jo says : Dimitri heey
Like thanks soo much for the roses
I loved
tbh i hate roses , i hate flowers
but your intention was amazing soo thanks thanks thanks soo much <3
Dimitri says :  Awww Jo , i am so glad that you liked
Jo says : Yes i did xD
Dimitri says :  Great
so whats up?
Jo says : Nothing , i am bored
i am about to change my status here on facebook
Dimitri says :  what status?
Jo says : The status about ' being in a relationship with Robert Jefferson' to 'single'
Dimitri says :  OMG
are you serious???
Jo says : Yeah :/
We just broke up :(
Dimitri says :  Why...
Jo says : I dont know
Dimitri says :  Hmmmm
was because of the roses?
Jo says : Mmmmm , no
well , kinda helped
Dimitri says :  Damn
i am so sorry :/
Jo says : Its ok i guess
Now you can flirt without feeling bad lmaooo
Dimitri says :  Who said that i felt bad? ;)
Jo says : :O
You didnt felt bad Dimitri??
Dimitri says :  Nop
Jo says : Batty boy 
LOL
Dimitri says : You know that i can be really bad boy hahaha
naught naught ;)
But like you know that i would wait forever to be with you right?
Jo says : Would you?
Dimitri says :  Obviously
You are amazing
Perfect
Jo says : I am horrible
i am eww
the worst model ever
Dimitri says :  Lies lies and lies
You awesome
Beautiful and better than any hot model of the world
Inclunding the brazilians girls hahaha ;)
Jo says : Haha awww
I am smiling  LOL
Dimitri says :  Perfect!!!!!
Jo says : Dimitri?
Dimitri says :  Yeah?
Jo says : Could i ask you a favor?
Dimitri says :  Sure what is?
Jo says : Can we meet?
Dimitri says :  Meet?
really?
of course we can , just tell me where and when
Jo says : Like now xD
Dimitri says :  Ok , where baby?
Jo says : Maybe at this new Night Club?
i want to forget that i ever dated Rob
i need to think about something else besides him so  can you help me to forget him?
Dimitri says :  You asked for the right guy hahahahaha
Jo says : Yeah xD
Dimitri says :  but can i ask you something?
Jo says : yeh
Dimitri says :  I know you still like Rob , but will you give me a chance of making you happy?
Jo says : hmmmmmm


Jo would be hypocrite if she flirted with Dimitri or got together with him straight away. People  have feelings!

You cant say 'i love you ' to someone today and then in 2 weeks get someone else as your boyfriend or girlfriend ,because the question is like , did you really meant when you said ' i love you'??

Thats why you need to think about getting with someone , because if you want to waist your time and in the end suffer , then choose any to be with you
But if you wanna be loved and respected and the most important thing , if you wanna be happy , then take your time to choose someone but choose right ; smarts ones are those people who save themselves for the right ones.
Therefore , what would be Jo's answers??? Would she allow Dimitri to flirt with her and try something more?


You know how they say , if you love somebody that don't love you back , love them anyway!

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